Miss it ..

Can't breath the air like I used to breath since I moved away. Refreshing and cool. ♥ 

I wrote this in my fb .. Thought of the time I went to my old school early in the morning .. sitting a the stair case that had a large field and a greenish jungle .. I take a deep breath .. It feels so refreshing, relax .. I used to do that every morning at school alone ..

When I came here .. I only feel it one time .. the only one .. During exam .. Finished my paper .. Give a stretch .. And the wind blows toward me .. My mind pop out all the memories .. I was so happy at the time .. Although it only lasted for few minutes .. But .. It really makes me feel so good .. After that day .. I haven't feel it until today .. My mom picked me up at school .. Driving home .. I looked out from the window .. And think back all the things .. It was slightly raining .. Reached home .. lay at the sofa .. windy .. 

And .. I started to wrote this all things .. 


I remember to breathe. So simple, yet also so forgotten. I often think about how life can be so depressing. Around every corner there is sadness, anger, hurt, negativity. Some days it's so easy to dwell on the bad things and feel as though there is nothing left in life that is worth it anymore. Even the amazingly good moments have to end sometime, and then it's back to the depressing norm.

Really wish that can feel it again .. :l